"i really don't want to be on this earth anymore. i'm doing my best to stay here for you but i actually don't know how much longer i can last. all i've ever tried to do was help people. just remember i told you so ❤️ ".
When the news broke, ex-fiance Ariana Grande quickly rushed to his location at the SNL studios. As we know, Pete has her number blocked, so she tweeted that she was downstairs, and not going anywhere.
"I'm downstairs and I'm not going anywhere if you need anyone or anything. I know u have everyone u need and that's not me, but I'm here too."
However, we're now learning that Pete refused to see Ariana when she came.
According to a source who spoke to TMZ, Pete ordered security to not let her into the building after his friends let him know that she was on her way. Ariana reportedly called his friends after she saw what appeared to be his suicide note.
After Ariana tweeted her message to Pete, she started copping a lot of backlash from people online saying that she should have called him directly instead of tweeting about it.
"no i couldn't because i don't have his number. what else?????????????????? how else would we like to vilify me today? pls keep going bc i haven't had enough guilt at all."
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