"I thought I signed up to meet the woman of my dreams… oh how mistaken I was."
"I think I’ve done about 5 interviews in comparison to her 50 due to the simple fact that I have a life to live and don’t see the point of running someone down because obviously she wants exposure."
"I didn’t think she would just keep going even now. I made a mistake going on the show. I’ve sat back and just heard all the s**t talk about the funeral and how apparently it wasn’t real."
"Nobody understands that I was forced to be late to dinner parties, the separate hotel I had to stay in so I didn’t run into other contestants, who I am as a person on and off the show etc."
As previously stated, Sam has since deleted this journal entry.